I’m about to turn 20 and I haven’t done anything in life yet
This thought every month hit me.
About me:
- My name is Ranjan Mishra
- Do Engineering in CSE first-year
While watching reels or YouTube when I watch successful people like Billagte, and Zuker Berg I really felt so sad for myself.
This feeling I really can’t able to express — it is like:
- I live on my family's money and don’t do anything.
- Every person in life does great in earning respect and money but I don’t
- So many people my age run startups doing business but I not doing anything even today I study academics.
- If I love anything but can’t able to buy it because I need to ask for money from home.
I am going to hit 20 but even today I am controlled by my academics and my full dependency on my parents.
This thing actually hurt me a lot.
Every single day it is like somebody piercing a needle in my body.
Sometimes I also regret why I didn’t start working on myself from early in my teens but at that time my body showed me any path even my education system instead of running behind marks nothing taught me.
Hope next year everything will get better because every day 14–16 hours working reading books, writing on 3 platforms, learning 3 skills, and making YouTube short videos.
I really want you to join this journey So that you too can be a witness to this journey.
Thank you for giving your valuable time — I respect it.
